The brutal memoir they never warned you about.
You ever wake up and realize the thing you thought was saving you was slowly destroying everything you loved?
Yeah. That was me.
One tiny blue bottle at a time.
Feel Free From Kratom isn’t your typical recovery story. There’s no peaceful mountain retreat, no smiling guru with herbal tea, and no easy path to redemption. Just me — a guy who thought he found a miracle cure in a wellness drink, only to realize he was neck-deep in an addiction nobody talks about.
This is the first mission log in the archive.
A front-row seat to my chemical freefall — and the long, gritty crawl back to daylight.
What’s in the Book?
- Raw, unfiltered truth about the rise and crash of kratom addiction
- The dark side of “all-natural” recovery drinks like Feel Free
- My personal spiral: injury, pain meds, pandemic isolation… and then kratom
- What withdrawal actually looks like (spoiler: it sucks)
- Why so many people are silently suffering — and how I broke the loop
Why This Book Exists
Because someone has to say it.
Because there are thousands of people taking the same drink, chasing the same false sense of clarity, and wondering why they feel worse every day.
This is for the ones still stuck in it.
The ones hiding bottles in drawers.
The ones who tried to quit and thought they were just “too weak” to make it stick. (Spoiler again: you’re not.)
If You’re New Here…
Start with this book.
It’s not a how-to. It’s a been-through.
A brutally honest account of what it’s like to fall into something marketed as safe… and claw your way back out with your sanity barely intact.
Read it in one sitting. Throw it at a friend. Annotate the hell out of it.
But whatever you do — don’t ignore the voice in your head telling you something feels off.
“This was my Personal Chemical Romance. No eyeliner, no guitars — just blood, sweat, and withdrawal.”
Ready to see what “feeling free” really looks like?
